thought process lucinda104

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this me trying to figure stuff out

recent things

pleased with how things are going at the moment. art wise feel much clearer. Time away from rest of the world is hard but does make a difference.

this is only part of it - as i couldn't fit all of it onto the scanner but it communicates enough. i liked the curved of the paper and then the stick attachments really worked for me - there are only three which made it super cool.

This is Pia's photo which she gave to me when she left China. I really love it as an object with the removal of the surface at both top and bottom and the slightly folded corners. Feel that it is important 

idea for later

theo's painting

straight edges and squared paper

gone back to diagrams again but looking forward to having some more fun photographing them.

Like the contrast between selecting areas of composition for the photos and the page framing things for me in the actual diagrams. 

Using a Chinese account book that has lots of rip out pages I have been cutting them up and rearranging them. I see several abstract artists in my head when I make them. Not just Martin but Mondrian too. But, something different from Mondrian. Want to try to add some colour maybe this blue that I keep wanting to use.

Inbetween these works I went back to some hand drawn family tree like diagrams. Can't decide if I want to use serious colour in these or just to stick to greys and creams. Not sure.

sort of feel that I am constantly wobbling between the clinical humanless (but human - a contradition I know but bit like the photorealists in a way) and the fragile falable human line. Also, have same problem with colour - keep wanting to add riotus joyous colour but generally don't like the results - it doesn't have the inside of a church emptiness sort of feel that I want ... most of the time.

SUPREMATISM ////// \\\\\\\////\\//\\//\\\\.....//..\.,

Really feel happy today as re-looked and thought about Suprematism, specifically Malevich.

(this is from a blog - personally this one is too colourful for me)

What I read today - in more a list/note form than formed sentences - but quotes from 'Styles Schools and Movements'

art of pure geometrical abstraction 

trying to liberate the world from the ballast of the representational world

supremacy of the world greater than the world of appearances

reception of art was an independent spiritual activity, not political, utilitarian or for social purposes

'sensation of infinity'

creating and illusion of space and movement as the elements seem to float in front of the canvas

I am particularily interested in the white on white series - for the floatingness.

 - from MOMA website (or another blog that got it from there)

I'm interested in this extremely sensitivity, banality, where nothing is done but so much is said. There is something really important, to me, about this cool white on the warm ground. The other way around isn't the same at all.

Well what I am getting at is..... this play with surface, pure geometry is something that I am doing in the installations, in the diagrams + with the photographs. I feel that Suprematism is a sort of anchor to my practice - stopping me from going off too far on wild overly imaginative jaunts (which I have a tendency to do do). I don't feel that my work is just about geometry, it is about reducing words and symbols to the level of geometry, about leading the viewer into it and leaving them no where.

todays lines and more lines and some rectangles

Today, like yesterday I was struck by how much I liked the debris around rubbed out pencils lines, or just the effect before you brush away or the tiny pieces of used up rubber. Sort of reminds me of ploughed fields.

Went on to do lots of lines. Trying to generate space, but a subtly too. Not such much vanishing point but lines going across akin to lined paper, but not as regular. Keep thinking of SciFi movies for some reason. Anyway partly pleased with todays piece. Again I am going back to diagrams on paper as apposed to works that are purely photographs in their own right.

Though these look perspectival, the camera is just on the surface paper. The work is just lines going across the page with a rectangle or a square at each lines end.

Rather liked the white on the cream paper. The white paint that I have isn't white enough for my white paper, comes out cream and not the coolness that I want. On cream paper it works fine.  This moves me on nicely to my next post.

ground - over ground + underground (plus scoring)

Today was quite productive. I didn't make anything that made me go wow but I feel as if I was able to clarify some things. I think I'm trying to play with plans of colour / tone generating depth like Rothko did but do it in photography too. I found this by cutting sections out and then overlaying them on other colours but it wasn't enough. It was much better where there were more layers or that the colour underneath was also above.

I got into cutting into shapes where the inside dictated the outside. But, still with the same arrangement liked the architectural landscape view as well as the top down flat abstract plan view. Can't figure that out or whether I have to (decide on one or the other).

Then I got really into the black paper and started scoring into the paper. I liked how these lines were not physical and easier to see when photographing along the surface of the paper. I worked on top with pencil small squares. It was cool because I was into them as objects, the photography had inspired the actual diagram as apposed to the other way around - making something to be photographed. The black paper diagram curvy line thing was really cool because in the light it changed, you had to hold and move it to see what was good about it - it would be crap in a frame. Would be good on the floor where you could walk around it.

Also been reading a lot of Flusser today - but more on that another day.......... tbc perpetually.....